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[08 Feb 2005|10:59pm] [ mood | flirty ] Consider this my last Live Journal entry.. >.>     _-Retired-_ 1| Make me cry~.

I am so sick of journal-ness.. [25 Jan 2005|04:45pm] [ mood | cold ] Mim mim mim,. Bloging is mad wack, lol. I don`t know why I keep it up.. >.> Anywho, Luke and I are friends again. We hung out at my house yesterday, and it was awesome. He made a yo-yo in tech 2, and we sprayed it with hair spray and lit it on fire, and lmao. His hand caught on fire and shit. Super funny. He`s a coo0ol kid. Heh. Anyways, me and Dan and Luke talked on the phone a lot yesterday. Then i was on the phone with Ryan, and Shannon, and um, yeah. Ed came by yesterday, scukkrd the shizzle out of me and Luke when we were about to play video games or somthing. He was like, "Have I met you before,?" and Luke was like, yeah, and I said, "Thats the kid you drove home that day you decided you didn`t like Tim!" Lol. Then Ed said, "Oh yeah, this is the kid who was tryin` to flip everyone off!" And luke was like, :x And I was like, "THATS THE ONE~!" Lol. -boredum- I was supposed to hang out with Susie today, but I forgot her number. Oppsies.. Tomarrow, everyone is coming over and it`s gonna` be like, a big reunion party! -dances- I`M SO EXCITED!!! [cat in the hat] XDD! Bwahahahaha. Lalala. I want Ramen,... [whats new] lol. Love love, <3Holly Make me cry~.

live journals are WACK [23 Jan 2005|01:58pm] [ mood | bored ] 001. Do you miss somebody right now: Yesh 002. Do you watch more tv than I used to: Yesh 003. Do you love olives: No. 004. Do you love sleeping: Yesh, well, I love dreaming. 005. Do you own a home: Ofcourse.? 006. Do you wear glasses or contact lenses: No sirry 007. Do you love to play video games: YESH. 008. Have you ever done something illegal: yesh 009. Have you ever watched porn movies: yesh 010. Have you ever been in a threesome: Sort of.. lol 011. Have you ever been the psycho-ex in a past relationship: Idk? 012. Do you like your handwriting: I guess,. I don`t have to read it most of the time, so, -shrugs- 013. Do you have acne free skin: Pretty much. 014. Do you like and respect Al Sharpton: Hells no. 015. Do you curse frequently: It depends. 016. Have you changed a lot mentally over the last year: Yesh. 017. Do you have a hobby: Yep. 018. Have you been to another country: Um, no? 019. Do you carry your knife/razor everywhere with me: Lighter? 020. Are you really, really smart: Yeah, I just dun have common sence, or effort. 021. Have you ever broken anyone else's bones: Um, I think.. 022. Do you have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. Not really. >.> >.< 024. Are you paranoid at times. I can be. 025. Would you get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free: Um, no? 026. Do you need money right now: Yeah. 027. Do you love sushi: YESH~! 028. Do you talk really, really fast sometimes: Yesh. 029. Do you have fresh breath in the morning: Noone does, lol. 030. Do you have long hair: It`s alright.. 031. Have you lost money in Las Vegas: Oh yeah, I went broke, the wife was pissed. -rolls eyes- 032. Do you have at least one brother and/or sister: Yep. 033. Were you born in a country outside of the U.S: No. 034. Do you shave your legs: Duh? 035. Do you have a twin: I have seventy-twelve. [saracsum] 037. Could you survive without Caller I.D: Um, I did for like 10 years,. 038. Do you like the way that you look: Yesh. ^_^ 039. Have you lied to a good friend in the past 6 months: Yes. 040. Do you know how to do cornrows: Lmao. I an`t black, yo. 041. Are you usually pessimistic: I can be.. 042. Do you have mood swings: Yesh 043. Do you think prostitution should be legalized: Sure, It pays the bills. ^.~ 044. Do you think Britney Spears is pretty: Yeah, I do. 045. Have you ever cheated on someone: Not really. >.> 046. Do you have a hidden talent: Um, Let me check.. <.< 047. Are you always hyper no matter how much sugar you have: Most of the time, lol. 048. Have you been sexually intimate with less than ten people: Um yeah, lol. I would hope most people are.. 049. Are you am currently single: Yessir. 050. Have you kissed someone of the same sex: Yessir. 051. Do you enjoy talking on the phone: Yep. 052. Do you practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants: Kinda`. 053. Do you love to shop: Yeah. 054. Would you rather shop than eat: Wha? 055. Would you classify yourself as ghetto: Lmao. HARD CORE GHETTO FAB. DAWG. 056. Are you bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around your shoulders: bour-wha? 057. Are you obsessed with your Journal: I could care less. My space is cooler. >.> Lol. 058. Do you hate anyone: Yeah. 059. Are you a pretty good dancer: Yeah, I am. 060. Do you think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington: Yeah, he`s black like that. >.< 061. Are you completely embarrassed to be seen with your mother: Hell no. She`s the shit. ^.~ 062. Do you have a cell phone: Yeap! 063. Do you watch MTV on a daily basis: No, lol. 065. Have you passed out drunk in the past 6 months: Nah. 067. Have you ever been in a real relationship before: >.> <.< 068. Have you rejected someone before: Twice in one day, lol. 069. Do you currently have a crush on someone: Kinda? 070. Do you have any idea what you want to do for the rest of your life: Breath... 071. Do you want to have children in the future: Definitly. 072. Have you changed a diaper before: Yeah. XP 073. Have you had the cops called on you before: Yeah. 074. Do you bite your nails: Yeah. 075. Are you a member of the Tom Green fan club: Not last time I checked. 076. Are you allergic to anything deadly: Deadly to me, not many others though. 077. Do you have a lot to learn: Yes. 078. Have you dated someone at least 10 years older or younger: Lol. 079. Do you plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie: No.? 080. Are you very shy around the opposite sex: Neva`. 081. Are you online 24/7, even as an away message: Pretty much 082. Do you have at least 5 away messages saved: Yesh. 083. Have you been rejected by someone: Um, I don`t know.. 084. Have you made a move on a friend's significant other in the past: Mmmm 085. Do you own the "SOUTHPARK" movie: YESH! 086. Have you avoided work/school to go on livejournal: Sort of. 087. When you were a kid do you ever play "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum: Wtf. 088. Do you enjoy country music: Not particularly. 089. Do you love your best friend: Very much. 090. Do you think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza: Nah yo. 091. Do you occasionally watch soap operas: No. 092. Are you obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist: I can be. >_< 093. Have you used your sexuality to advance my career: Oh hell yes. -_- 094. Do you love Michael Jackson, scandals and all: NO. 095. Do you know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story": wtf 096. Is Halloween awesome because you get free candy: Yesh! One of many reasons.. 097. Do you watch Spongebob Squarepants and like it: I used to. 098. Have you dated a close friend's ex: Yesh? 099. Are you happy as of this moment: Yea. 100. Have you gone scuba diving: I have my licence for it. ^_^ 101. Have you had a crush on somebody you have never met: Yeah, lol. 102. Have you kissed someone you knew you shouldn't: Yeah.......... 103. Do you play a musical instrument: Yep. 104. Do you strongly dislike math: Yes. 105. Are you procrastinating on something right now: Yes 106. Do you own and use a library card: No 107. Do you fall in "lust" more than in "love.": ?_? 108. Do cheese enchiladas rock your socks: Sure.. 109. Do you think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever: One of the best. 110. Are you obsessed with the tv show "The O.C.": No lmao. Fags. 111. Are you resentful that you have to grow up: I dun care. 112. Are you an entirely different person around different people you are with a lot? Not entirely. 113. Do you think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often: YES. 114. Do you think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world: It is better then the best. <3* 115. Are you suffering from a broken heart: Bah. Yesh. 116. Are you a nerd: I can be. 117. No matter where you are or who your with, you always seem to be lonely: NO? 118. Are you left handed and proud of it: I am both. 119. Do you TRY not to change who you am for someone: noooooo 120. Does you heart resides below my feet:wha.. 121. Have you had sex with someone you werent in a relationship with: every day.. 122. Do you enjoy smoothies: Yesh. ^_^ 123. Have you had major surgery: Sorta 124. Have you adopted a pet: No? 125. Do you listen to Radiohead: Not in my free time, -cough- 126. Do some people call you by a nickname: Idk.. 127. Have you once stole a music stand: Yes actually, lol. 128. Do you like pumpkin pie: I love it. 129. Do you love NASCAR: I like it, yeah. 130. Do you own over 200 CDs: Not that have data on them yet. o_O 131. Do you work 7 days a week: yes. 132. Have you had mono: Nah yo. 132. Do you have the ability to make decisions without changing your mind: Lmao. I wish. 133. Do people tell you you have a horrible sense of humor: Not at all. 134. Are you still in my PJs: Yes actaully. 135. Are you looking for love in all the wrong places: YES. 136. Do you have a tendency to fall for the wrong people, or have them fall for me, so you can't help but reciprocate: YES. 137. Will you try anything three times: Maybe..? 138. Have you done drugs other than Alcohol or Cannabis: Not that I know of. 139. Do you have trouble sleeping: No, lmao. 140. Are you a cuddler: Yesh, And proud.^_^_^ 141. Do you love John Waters films: Whatever you say... 142. Do you have made a pornographic videotape: More then you can count. ^.~ 143. Are you a vegetarian: No. 144. Are you a Pagan: Yesh. 145. Do you sing WAY more than you should. Lol. SHOWER!! 146. Do you really like the word "Bazooka": Not at all. 147. Do you Like Nuns: They are hot. 148. Have you been made fun of so much you want to shoot yourself: It dosn`t bother me anymore. 149. Are you obsessed with Wicked: I like a song called wicked,. hehe. 150. Are you in love with sigma phi epsilon brothers: Mario brothers, foo`. 151. Do you like someone who you've known for a long time: Um, Idk. 152. Do you think Sirius Black should be a real person: I think that superman should be a real person. 153. Do you watch Boiling Points and laugh at the people: Yesh, I so. Lol. 154. Are you sometimes too passive: Idk, AM I? >.> 155. Can you room stay clean for longer than a day: If noone is in it,. 156. Do you still have a dial-up connection: Hells no. 157. Do you hate leaving the house without a watch on: Um, I like having a cell phone if that counts. 158. Do you have a sick obsession with bean burritos: Mexicans. >_< No. 159. Do you own bunny slippers: Piggys actually. ^_^ 160. Is band just something to fill the time: huh? 161. Would you pee my pants if you did not have Chapstick on you 24/7: Um, defnintly not. 162. Do you have your own car: oh yeah.. 163. Do you love surprises: Sometimes. 164. Do you love one of one parents more than the other: Yeah. 165. Do you over analyze everything thing: I try not to, it gets me into trouble. >.< 166. Do you ate cheerios for breakfast: Yes, I do. 167. Are you in love with somebody who's afraid of commitment: >.> <.< 168. I know what Gundam Wing is and I think Heero is better than Duo: Good for you, fag. Who is making this shit anyways? Make me cry~.

[20 Jan 2005|05:29pm] [ mood | confused ] I have so much make up work to do. >_< Me and Dia are going to the arcade tonight. Heh. i think she just pulled up in front of my house... -shrugs- I blog in my my space one too, because, Idk. This ish gettin` old son,. XP. More to say, but, I think I might retire this journal. >.> Idk,. All i know is, this gum I am chewing is really good, and, I miss a lot of people. ~_~ </3 Make me cry~.

I`ll sneak up and hit you like a fuckin` tornado [19 Jan 2005|05:24pm] [ mood | blah ] I stayed home, again. I am going to school tomarrow though. I had this weird dream with Arnie and Dave, lmao. I am so weird. 4w9bntkch432n i have a headache. and a heart ache. Make me cry~.

IHC. XDD!~ [18 Jan 2005|04:05pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] Ello`. I am so sick, I was at Dadd`s yesterday, and I was all hot from ddr and piu, and when I would go outside, it was 3047654306 degrees negitive, now I am sick. ~_~ I was on the phone late too. Bah. I had to take this icky flu drink and it tasted like butt juice. XP ~ Make me cry~.

Vmmm Vmmmm... [17 Jan 2005|08:13pm] [ mood | I want someone.. ] Hiya! I just got home from the arcade. Me and Brodia went, [as well as my sister] and we met Wes there, and then Matt and his girlfriend were there, so we hung out with them, and the china man was checking me out, and then Matt left, and I got the internet piu ranking 3 times. Matt returned with his girlfriend, Arnie!, Susie, and Hemroid Dave. ;D Dana showed up somewhere inbetween there as well as a few others who left shortly afterwards. This azn couple was playing ddr and they were like 30, which was pretty cool, but, the lady was SUPER ugly, and like, her thong was sticking out. >_< ~ucky. Anywho, I was very happy to see everyone like I did on Sat. Me and susie are friendles again I think, and life is good. I am much more happy and joyus without them,. I like my life a lot. Me, Matt, Dave, Arnie, Brodia, Jennifer, Matt`s girlfriend.. i think thats it. i saw Matt in the window, and I thought it was my mom. XDD I made a new e-mail address too. And I got step mania. ^_^ Heh. Brodia`s mom came later, and yeah. Muchos fun. I <3 Dave / Arnie. ;D <3Holly Make me cry~.

Hemroid David.: IM THE COOLEST <-- He wishes. ^_~ [15 Jan 2005|10:19pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] Today, was, awesome. I went to Shmiles, for the first time in 3409872 years, I hung out with Brodia and Sarah all day, I saw a bunch of people i missed, I got new shoes and a shirt and stuff, I got my ears pierced, and, everything was perfect. I love um, idk. I am just uber happy. ^_^ <3Holly 1| Make me cry~.

"IT`S ALL JUST A BIG WAR!" XD [12 Jan 2005|07:05pm] [ mood | calm ] mmm. Today, I was going to go to school, but, bah. -shrugs- Anywho, I watched some t.v, then talked to Cody for a while, then he came over, and then we played some ddr, chilled and stuff, then went downstairs and made him a My Space, mmm. We were going to download sm, but, bah. >.> We went back upstairs and played Halo 2, and it was fun. He`s so fabulous! XD I love Cody, he`s great. My mommy drove him home after getting my a coffee colatta thingie, and, we watched some t.v before he left too. Well, um, nothing else really to say. >.> <3Holly Make me cry~.

"Well, Katie`s mom is doing Cody!" XDD! <3Dv* [11 Jan 2005|08:53pm] [ mood | sick / cold ] Mmm. I sorta` feel like shit today. I had a good day and all, but, I just feel a tad under the weather. Maybe it was the chinese food I had. -shrugs- Anyways... It ish really cold. Shnow~! XP COld wet snow. Bah. -shivvers- Today, um, nothing really school-oriented happened that was interesting.. Vinny wasn`t here.. I chilled with Nick in Art. Mim mim mim. Then Corey and Josh and Syd came over after school. Yummy. I love corey Sooooo much. ;D My mom smelled inscents in my room and she thought we were smoking. Lmfao. The kiddies left and then all of Sue`s family came over. My mom bought a couple movies, [rented] and right now, they are watching The Village. mmm. I was playing Halo 2 with Brian-izzle. I GOT TO TALK TO EARL TODAY! I miss him soo much. ok bored. bye. Make me cry~.

[10 Jan 2005|09:57pm] Today was, quite a day. I got into school, and found out that Earl isn`t going to be going to Carrigan anymore, and that he moved to New Haven. ~_~ I was sooo sad. I miss that kid so much. _< Ok, so then I go to Art, fun fun. Nick and like, Vinny. Yeah. Whatever. So then, me and Nick were walking onto his bus because like, I was gonna` go to his house on his bus and like, chill with him.. So then all the black ass hole niggers were like, "She an`t supposed to be on dis` bus!!" And my big old nigger cooking teacher came on the bus, and was like, "Who an`t supposed to be on dis` bus!" I raised my hand high. Lol. I seriously don`t care, so, yeah. There really were like 20365235 people on that bus that wern`t supposed to be, but like yeah. I was the only un-skurred one. ^_~ So she`s says, "Ok, well, next time, bring a note.," I was like, Um, Ok,. She leaves, and like, we still are not leaving. >.> There was another problem on the bus with these 2 niggers, and that problem had somthing to do with one kid lied and like, said they missed their bus so they just hopped on this one or somthing, so they got told on or whatever, and Officer Weatherspoon came on the bus, "Who an`t supposed to be on dis` bus!" Again, I raise hand proud. I was sitting on Nick`s lap for 2 reasons. The bus was PACKED with niggers so I couldn`t sit anywhere else, and 2, because I can. Heh. So then that made the officer pissed for some unknown reason, and he told me to get off the bus. I left and Nick told me to call me when I got home. So while he is solving whatever problem on that bus, I am twirling around outside, like myself, lol. And Mr Hunt was out there, asking me what I did, and he goes, "Don`t wear those pants again either!" I was like, wtf if wrong with people just noticing my pants for the first time in a year, and having a problem with it. >_< So then the officer guy tells me to wait in the office for the late bus, which would be coming within` the hour. XD yeah, ok, I am going to sit in the office for an hour waiting for a bus that I don`t even want to be on. So I sit in the office for a total of like, 2 minutes, and just left the school. Fuck that. I went on enough buses for one day. XP So then I call my mom, tell her to pick me up, and I didn`t want her to bring me home, so I walked from Second and Maine to Dunkin` Donuts. Called Nick, Called Wes to see if he wanted to chill, no answer. I am in dunkin` donuts, and Dana called me. I swear to god, if she didn`t call me, I would have had the worst day. *My savior* Hehe. So she said she wanted to chill. I told her I was at the D n` D on Campbell, so she was like, ok, i`ll be there. :D Made my very happy. ^_^_^_^ Alright, so, at this point my day was going good again. Then I ordered this medium french vanilla shizzle,. It tasted like s.h.i.t. I kind of like, delt with it, then Dana tried it when she got there, and was like, "You gotta` trade dat` shit in!" So I didm and the dumbass asks if she can buy individual munchkins. Lmao. She bought like, 6 or 8 for a dollar, and I got a new colatta that taster REGULAR. I actually got whipped cream this time too. Hehe. So, happy ness was back, and me and Dana started walking so we can meet Vinny and Matt. We stopped at Curious goods and I bought cotton candy inscents, and Ice cream. They both smell the same. Normal. Lol. And then I bought a holder, we met matt and vin, walked to my house, played Halo 2, Matt is a poop, vin sucks, Dana is a poop, a buncha` names we made. Lmao. It was fun. Then we played some DDR, matt left, chilled, I took a showa`, not i ish here. gotta` go. Talk to you later. Hehe. I hearts Dana. And Cody, and Shannon, and Nick, Corey, Krystin, Sean, Chloe` , vin, and Matt. ^_^_^_^ 1| Make me cry~.

[09 Jan 2005|09:22pm] I had such a great time not at smiles on Friday. I really missed all the people I hung out with. They all came to my house. Justin, Nick, Kenny, Josh, Shannon, Corey, Chloe`, Vinny, Matt, Chris, Bianca, urm, i think that`s it. Well, anyways, we watched t.v, layed back, watched movies, ordered pizza, ordered Bao`s, um, prank phone calls, Kenny and Josh are awesome, lol. me and Nick had a good, long, talk. I love Nick. He is the greatest. ;D I can`t believe how happy I was with everyone again. I really miss just laughing, having fun, being best friends with all of them again. I am so happy with how much I have changed back, and how happy I am again. How much I can act like myself around them without getting critizised, how we never put eachother down, how it`s all about laughing together, no drama or anything. How we can always help eachother out, how we care for eachother, and we never ever say anything mean to one another. We can always laugh together, have such a good time with whatever we want to do, not get into that much trouble, and just, mmmm. So much better then how it used to me in the last couple months. Every week I would blow off the people who have always loved me and cared for me, just so I can blow my money at an arcade to get made fun of by ass holes that go there just to make your lives hell. + spending moneys. I get to have the time of my life with people that actually love me back, and not spand a dime. It`s the best feeling in the world. I feel kind of bad that I neglected them for all that time, but, it dosn`t matter anymore. It`s all good. ^_~ I am so happy that I am not a bitchy, crying, emotional mess anymore like I was. I still love Dana though. ;D When me and Cody are 18, we are moving to NY because we are cooler then all of you. ^_~ He`s a cool kid. Well, I have a lot to say, but, I want to chat with some people. Much love.~ 1| Make me cry~.

New Journal. [06 Jan 2005|10:39am] [ mood | pissed off ] My other journal was old, being gay, yeah. So I made a new one. Mmm. Add if you wish. Fuck you, *Holly Make me cry~.

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